This is it. It is now September and I am supposed to be gone by the end of the month. I still don't have a place to live but I have a lot of faith and I am still determined. As I try to wrap up my life here, I seem to be facing some obstacles. Some are pretty important and others are simply out of my control. I do find myself to be extremely tired all the time, both emotionally and physically. There are some people in my life, one in particular, that has really run me down. I mean, this person has put me thru the ringer. I have been disrespected, disregarded, humiliated and in some cases I have felt used. That's what friends are for, right?
I sometimes get choked up when I think about leaving my dog. There was one time I let my uncle watch her for a week. He has 3 other dogs a cat and a bird. When she was dropped off, she was literally moping around for 3 days. I think it was because she was sad to be back and alone while everybody was at work. I think about that and wonder how it will be for her when I leave. My plan is to get myself situated to the NYC lifestyle, and get her back in a year.
Other then that, I am ready to go.
I am truly, truly tired...
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Your dog will be fine I'm sure that she will be with someone she loves. As for the friend...if it's someone important to you than you should probably have a heart to heart. Only if you love and care for them enough to work it out.
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