By The Way...

Welcome to my blog! I decided to finally do the whole blog thing because Im tired of talking. Im not one to talk to everybody all the time about my business so I'll just post it here and if anybody wants to talk to me about it they can do so either by leaving a comment or by calling me. A lot of posts will make little sense to some people because I have a lot of inside jokes with specific people. Not to mention Im a bit of a wierdo. Im not looking for a fan base cuz if I was I would put up a whole page with my skin pics. I just need a space to let go. Enjoy....

Almost August..Time to Fall.

Its that time of the year again when its still summer but its about to be the end of the summer which is about to be fall. I have a lot of mixed emotions pending this season change. The fall is usually the toughest season for me because we see everything go from beautiful vibrant colors to extreme shades of gray. Its become a dreadful transition for me. It always seems that my life changes drastically around the fall season.

You would think by now I would be used to it but Im not. Don't get me wrong....it's not a surprise to me anymore but I still manage to not transition well. I have been thinking a lot lately about changes at my job and how I hate them all....even the changes that arent bad. So I came to a conclusion that I am not good with change. For once I would like to stay the same for at least 365 days. Thats all I ask. I think out of all of my close friends I have had to change the most. I have change PTSD. ha ha...that made me laugh.

So yeah...this new season will bring a new roomate but will also place a few great friends of mine far from reach. Just typing it out is wierd. Its like a form of acceptance..an acceptance that I thought was already reached. Yuck. Im done with this post.

Ray of Light...

You hide my secrets so well...

Some Random Shit

I didnt get much sleep last night. I had an off-sex night. You know when you have sex and its just off for some reason. I have an "off" everything. Perfect example is when I go to a club and Im off beat all night. Now that shit kills me. I used to be a choreographer so I take pride in my natural ability to dance to anything. Anyhoo I was thinking last night of what to write about in this blog. PS Im still learning how to work this thing...is it me or is this site difficult? Maybe Im just not as bright as I have been lead to beleive. Pfffff. My cell phone last night was not letting me dial out and I was kinda pissed. I had to do business on the phone and I had to call somebody back. But for like 2 hours that shit didnt work. I have no land line so I was pretty much assed out. Who has a land line anymore? I havent gotten a land line number given to me in years I think. With cell phones and cable/dsl modems land lines are not as useful. Did I spell that right? Whatever. I cant spell for shit and my grammar is horrible at times. Back to phones. I need a land line dammit.

Remember Me?

I Choose Not to Run..

If you get that title chances are you are laughing in some way whether it be out loud or in your head. Im grinning right now. Im at work and feeling kinda over it. I have 2 minutes to spit out what I want to say. Pffff. Guess I'll either have to edit this later or make a new one. I dont know how this shit works. Not that it really matters because I havent given anybody this blog info. I dont even know how to. Mess. But you love it!