Almost August..Time to Fall.

Its that time of the year again when its still summer but its about to be the end of the summer which is about to be fall. I have a lot of mixed emotions pending this season change. The fall is usually the toughest season for me because we see everything go from beautiful vibrant colors to extreme shades of gray. Its become a dreadful transition for me. It always seems that my life changes drastically around the fall season.

You would think by now I would be used to it but Im not. Don't get me wrong....it's not a surprise to me anymore but I still manage to not transition well. I have been thinking a lot lately about changes at my job and how I hate them all....even the changes that arent bad. So I came to a conclusion that I am not good with change. For once I would like to stay the same for at least 365 days. Thats all I ask. I think out of all of my close friends I have had to change the most. I have change PTSD. ha ha...that made me laugh.

So yeah...this new season will bring a new roomate but will also place a few great friends of mine far from reach. Just typing it out is wierd. Its like a form of acceptance..an acceptance that I thought was already reached. Yuck. Im done with this post.